@Kaliope it just seems the combo of Lamicatal/Lithium has always been a safe course. I tried a bunch and they all jacked me up especially Latuda.

@Hooligan, thanks

@ Hexigram, Im very good in this department. Ive lost 20 pounds in 2015 (I gained 50 in 2014) and I exercise at least 5 days a week with walking and biking. I have a lot of injuries which keeps me from playing sports, but things that go forward I can do.

I think there is a chance, but the weed store is like a mile away and so easy. I love to smoke as Im not depressed but it does incite mania so I know its bad.