((((((((Perna)))))))))
Justice, what you said about you would have shattered every bone in your female neighbor's face was very scary. It may need a trigger icon.
I'm glad you were in enough control of yourself not to hurt her and instead walk away. But just to think you have it in you to do that, in your mind, is very frightning. My anger issues don't involve attacking people so I don't feel the urgency for me that I'm feeling with you.
You're seeing a professional, right? With anger that brutal, you have to. Even by the way you write-I can tell that you need to be comforted and tamed.
You scare people. You have to see it for what it is. People run away from you not because they don't like you-they probably can't get past your anger NOT to like you, they feel your anger and they don't like your anger.
(((((((((((Justice))))))))))) Why are you so angry? Can you get to the bottom of that? You're hurting, you're in so much pain. I'm sorry for that. Just NOT shattering every bone in someone's face is not enough, Justice-you're walking on a high wire. Be careful.