man, guys. i don't share too much in the forums, but i am in the process of leaving my piece of crap ex-boyfriend behind. i am moving over 100 miles away, i am going to enroll in college and get myself together, 8 years of abuse, plus 6 years of being un-medicated and nearly 10 years of no therapy......... ajlksdjlaksjdalskdj. i am too stressed out to deal with this **** on my own, so i am going to be grown up and just freaking do what needs to be done. i can't lose my sanity over some dumb situation i put myself in. idkidkidk, big things big things, as i've said many times over, 2015 is my year. i can feel it. of course, i've left out a lot of details, hahaha. domestic violence, psychological abuse all of that. mind control, brainwashing. ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. new year, new year. starting late, but better late than never. ffs.