My old-T quit her job three months ago and it still hurts a lot. I'm not sure if it's healthy for me to still have sadness and anger from it.
Problem is that I refuse, when hell freezes over, to go back to therapy. I've been in therapy 3x and I've never had a real termination.
When I was 16 my dad pulled me out of therapy because he didn't like my T (there was no notice that I would be quitting).
When I was 17 I quit therapy because the therapist because he was unethical (forced me talk about things I didn't want to and insinuated that all I was going to do in college was have oral sex; I only saw him twice)
And again a couple months ago when my old-T walked in and said she was leaving (there was no notice).
I'm tired of getting hurt by therapists.