Thanks Sophiesmom.
Your words touched me. I think I should think about all this... What I can handle or not and I truly want in my relationship. I know we are both different but just by ignoring me, I don't feel respected. He gave me the cold-shoulder often. I already told him I felt worthless and thought it was abusive but he did it again.

It is really hard. I love him but something is missing. He can't face his problems, neither ours. He is not sensitive. He's selfish. I don't know how it can be wonderful a day and so dark the day after.

Sophiesmom, I'm staying strong for now. The hardest part will be facing him and stand my ground. I know I will.