I am in the same boat I wonder if there even is a cure I'm 22 years old and bipolar has gotten worse it has gotten worse the older I have got it's never been so bad in my whole entire life :/ i want to believe the pills help I want to believe that one day I will wake up and be normal if there is such a thing but it's so hard to at least we are going through this together there has to be some kind of light at the end of this dark tunnel I'm here with you!