pinksoil, that is so wonderful you are doing so well and finding such gratification in your internship. You were born to be a T! Doesn't it feel great to be doing something you are good at and that is perfect for you?

When I read the "A-word", the first thing that came to mind was a**hole. I guess we all have different "A words."

pinksoil, your T knows all about your other transference emotions. He knows. What is your main motivation in wanting to discuss them with him? To build your therapeutic alliance? To just get them off your chest? To be honest?

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And he looked really good today.

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Man, don't you hate it when they look good? One day my T wore a yellow shirt that I had never seen before. Yellow! He looked great. Who looks good in yellow? I don't even like the color yellow much. It was all I could do to keep from telling him he looked great in that shirt.

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"Uh... you could leave the room."

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Or maybe you could just lie on the couch and he could sit behind you so you couldn't see him. That would be kind of like his leaving the room.