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Old Feb 21, 2015, 08:37 AM
Anonymous56734
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The other day I saw someone post about bipolar saying it was a possession by demons and I thought hmmm.... What the heck never heard that one before thought it was a mental illness not possession I thought that was weird has anyone ever heard that bc I know bipolar is genetic bc my grandmother has it idk just wanted to know what everyone's thoughts were on it ?? Sometimes I wonder why do I have bipolar did I do something wrong in a past life was this brought on me somehow like how did this happen to me.. Some ppl say it's bc you associated with the devil or some crap I know when I feel an episode of manic or I'm depressed I get bad thoughts feel so low worthless and something is like telling me these things in my head there lies of course but at the time you start believing it must be some bad Ora doing this to me idk but I am not bad I'm not possessdd and then when I'm mad irrated manic I say things I don't mean to my spouse but later I realize did I say those things ?? That was not me that was the bipolar it's like someone said that for me it's so weird does anyone feel this way it's like there are two ppl in my head and one voice tells me I'm worthless and is so mean and if I'm arguing it tells my spouse what it's telling me later when it's gone I'm me again and can't hear that mean voice sometimes I view it as a mask I'm sad then mad idk just thoughts here..
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