I think it is possible to just want to post and get it out without wanting suggestions or advice. Sometimes just wanting acknowledgement of being heard for example. I quit making threads except for ones that were polls because I did not want to be analysed and no matter how much I tried to make that clear, no matter how directly I said that, it was ignored. I hope OP finds a therapist who works, and I don't blame her or believe I get to judge her readiness for anything.