This is something that really sounds terrible, but I can't deal with my mom anymore.
She's been always mean to me since I was very small. I grew up with my granny, who passed away 2 years ago.
Every experience with my mom was very traumatic, she had the worst mood in the world, always with migraine and she used to beat the out of me for small things. I almost lost one eye when I was 7, because she hit me with a piece of wood.
She was very critical and I have to admit that I avoided to meet her on my childhood.

I left my country at age 19, and haven't had many contact with her. Every time I try to talk to her, she tried to put me down and criticize me for everything. She even told me that she wanted things to go bad in my life.
Whe I was small she used to tell me that I'm the reason of all her problems, and that if wasn't for me, her life would have been much better. That I should be grateful because my dad wanted her to do an abortion, but that she didn't.

Last month I got a raise on my salary, so I decided that would be a good idea if I could send her this money every month, so she could buy herself a gift or go lunch with her friends, etc... It wasn't a lot, but it is what I can offer. I'm not rich and have 2 kids.
I sent it and ask my sister to help her to go and get it. Four days after I received a message from my sister saying that my mom refuses to go to the bank, that the money is little. I got super frustrated, but my brother told me not to worry, that he will send her the money she "expects", as he has a better job the i.
Two weeks passed, and my sister sent me message that my mom decided that she will go to the bank and collect the money. But I asked the bank to send the money back, as I didn't want to lose it. Then she goes and says: so go Monday and put it back again!!

I'm really fed up. I know it is not good what I'm saying but I don't want to have contact with her for a while. Every time I tried to fix our relationship she screws it. And it hurts me bad. I wonder want have a I done to her. Why does she treat me like that? I can't take it anymore.