@Moog, the program made me leave after a month as my insurance ran out and they felt my progress was immense. I went from total zombie to being stable in a month and it worked well, but I was in a program with drinkers and hard core drug users, and was so out of place. I really need for gambling and out of control project building.

@Always, yes you're right and even though I hate to admit this my weed usage is too much and not enjoyable like it was pre-med marijuana days when was using to party with friends and wasn't so strong.

Taking it day by day, and today is going to be a good one with a bike ride, nap, and reading .