it blindsided me kinda. because i rarely talk to my moms side of the family very rarely. ive only been talking to my grandma once a week for the past year because shes in her 80s and i love her dearly. she doesnt even get into all that. my immediate family doesnt even get into all that. my dad does - but my dad and i mainly see eye to eye on things so i dont mind talking to him about it. my dad side of the family doesnt get into all that with me. so idk...yea wow. lol.

idk what to think dude...lol
i guess im just not used to all that
i mean my dad has told me a lot to do something mainly that i love because he severely regrets not doing what he loved.