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Originally Posted by smilesandcries
i do not feel safe. i am acting like i am strong and not weak. i need to get out of here, i feel like **** all the time. i don't have a damn therapist or a psychiatrist. i'm not on medications i don't go to AA/NA meetings anymore - why? because this ex-boyfriend stopped me and i allowed it. i feel so stupid, i let this guy ruin my life only to be the one sitting here in shambles confused; i just want to cry you guys. i can't handle this, i feel so alone in all of this. i don't want to deal with any of this, and why the hell should i? i'm tired.
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Okay so he stopped you then.. He cant stop you now. Okay your upset , mad at yourself... but.. YOU can start making your life better. So go find a Pdoc and a T . You need to focus on being healthy for yourself and your baby ! Your baby needs a stable parent.
Therapy can help you find your self esteem and self worth again. Its perfectly okay to angry and feel overwhelmed! Therapy is going to help you unravel the angry and replace it with healthy ways to cope.
You deserve happiness.. But you have to work hard to find it
