im starting to feel paranoid or maybe a delusion comin on. im not sure but im getting scared

im wondering if i have a whole in my stomach or something wrong with my body. im getting scared

my medicine isnt working and it works every night without fail. i wonder if what i ate this morning put a hole through my stomach or my body and thats why im in so much pain

if my meds dont work that means i wont be able to sleep and i wont be able to be less anxious