i have found the best thing for me is a constant distraction, like in school I went full time year round on a scholarship. I did not waste a minute trying to outrun demons and get better grades and professor input to my transcript. Now mind you when school was over and owning up came I had to battle my way into the work force and use my amazing schooling to make a difference, but remember the longer you run the bigger the problem seems to get. Mine finally hit me square in the face 3 years ago and I have been unable to fight my way all the way back even today. So I say deal with your demons now, they will only be there waiting for you later. Changes you are a worthy opponent to your demons go get them.
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YOU LAUGH BECAUSE I AM DIFFERENT, I LAUGH BECAUSE YOU ARE ALL THE SAME
Don't only practice your Art,
But force your way through into its secrets,
For it and Knowledge can
Raise men to the Divine.
Beethoven
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