@ chicken, thanks you're so right. I just want to get high and pass out.

I also talked to another friend on Skype and one said that I need to cooperate and then I said no I need to cooperate but then he he said that the nurses, etc and I need to cooperate together and that makes the most sense.

So it's going to be ****** for a whole but it'll get better..

I slept the whole day and night even though they gave me 54mg I
Concerta in the morning and 18mg at noon.

I just feel so tired I'm goin back to bed to the night. I didn't eat lunch or dinner I'm just not hungry...