It is complicated.

There are so many different situations in life which do require some wrongs, in Western society anyway.

Your description of events in your personal life sounds scary. Unfortunately, you chose not to go to the police. You assumed that you didn't have enough information and the case would be essentially closed just like that.

Have you talked with any Therapists or friends about this situation? Have the police now taken over?

I hope that you are working with someone, to help yourself understand what happened and hopefully prevent situations like this from recurring.

Gentle hugs sent your way.