I have never been religious up until several months ago when I started to hear the voice of God and the Devil in my head. Then off and on again I would have religious thoughts. Now I'm thinking it's like I was already falling to hell, but God saved me from falling all the way as a net. The devils can still growl at me but I'm protected. I'm like chosen by God to hear his voice and the voice of Satan in my head. Maybe I am cosmically important and have unawakened powers. But i can't have these thoughts because I am having delusions of grandeur right? Why is everyone so narrow minded and not spiritually connected? Maybe God and the Devil are actively involved in my life.I'm three inches away from hell and God has saved my *** so many times, making me see what he has done for me. Like yesterday at the park, I saw these two characters, one looked like a hit man the other a contractor, contracting me for the hit. But I was saved. By unknown forces; probably Jesus and God. I feel so guilty for not acknowledging this.