Please help me. I am 27 year old and I never had any relationships. I go to work and go to sleep, go to gym and then go to work. I have no social life nor did I have any interest in a social life.

I watch a lot of pornography. Its almost a ritual and I dont think I am addicted to it. I have two problems that sort of co-relate but maybe they are different:-

1. I cannot feel stimulated or aroused or excited by just imagining. I cannot close my eyes and get excited.
2. I dont feel horny or excited by any woman in real life. When I was in school, I used to have crushes on women. But now I dont even 2nd look at beautiful women on the street. I seriously cannot imagine myself physically being close and hoping to get close to any girl that I may be attracted to.

Maybe Ive seen too much sadness or reality in life and of life, that outer beauty just doesnt excite me. Plus, inner beauty is not something that makes people horny anyways.