Oh I know she is just a person and this is how I view her. We don't have the "blank screen" therapy relationship. We talk and joke like friends do while working through my issues. I flat out told her I did not want her to just agree with me on everything. If I wanted that I could purchase a bobble head much cheaper. Ironically in my last session we were talking about nutrion and she referred me to a nutrionist the session before that. I actually had all fruits and vegetables in my cart and lean meats. No junk food at all, so I did not have to hide that.

I thought about the panic I felt. When I saw her, I suddenly felt exposed like I was standing there naked. Suddenly everyone in the grocery store was going to know I am in therapy and know I am bipołar. Logical me caught up with panicked me out in the car.