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Old Feb 22, 2015, 10:48 AM
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I went to the hospital for depression and SUI intention. They put me on an AD and that made me manic. I stopped the AD a week and a half ago and still feel the same, but now I get angry really fast and blow up on people. I see hallucinations, am only sleeping 1 hour a night, doing things I normally don't do, am either super happy or super agitated, and my family says it is not normal to believe that I can fly and time travel (but I know I can). I cancelled further appointments with my pdoc and will be stopping my therapist as well as I feel great. I even threatened my mom with a knife once because she wouldn't let me go on a bike ride. I apologized for that but I still blow up on her a lot. My friend said that she is considering contacting someone to put me back in the hospital. Can she do that? Will I be put back? I didn't like the voices or hallucinations at first but now I have come to accept them and they actually give me great advice. Anyway, point is, I am not that bad off am I? I thought I was doing well, but just have a lot of energy because my depression lifted. I know the anger is new and I shouldn't have threatened her, but there was no reason not to let me go on a simple bike ride. I will NOT go back to the hospital as I don't think I need it, but can my friend or mom get me back in it based off how I am acting? TIA
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