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Its the same story with me year after year. Get sick get tx or hospitalized. Feel better then denounce bipolar and medicine and question if its even real...and then do the same thing all oover again.
I went to pdoc yesterday and said i think i just have MDD bipolar IS overdiagnosed.
He got loud and jumpy "YOU DEFINITELY have bipolar. You are not overdiagnosed. You were just in the hospital for a manic episode!"
It felt like a punch in the gut
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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