delusions of reality? like events that seemed real but werent? i'm confused. i also don't like the word delusion because i don't have delusions - i know what i saw is real. and i refuse to believe i have hallucinated or have delusions. ffs.

i rarely believe anything anyone says, it has to be proven to me. and even then, it's hard for me to believe it because i sware it is propaganda to support their lies. the only thing i believe is what i've experienced and i refuse to participate in data erasing or data implanting. i know what i went through, i know what i saw. hope you can follow what i'm saying - cause it makes perfect sense to me.

and i don't know if i'm gonna go back on meds... like i've been saying, possibly just a mood stabilizer. i'm going to pass on anti-psychotics they kill my soul and hahahah, and make me have delusions of reality.