Hi, I am new to this forum. Someone on another forum suggested it. I am middle aged so I find it unbelievable that I cannot control this. Last nite was my worst experience. I cut many times into my head and abdomen. Tried to call therapist first, but the person who takes the calls frieked.[thought I was suicidal]. So I got some strange pdoc. It was too late anyway. I held the urge at bay for 7 hrs. It was all triggered by big work problems. I'd like to call T. but cannot for 24 hrs. terrics