I'm on the verge of breaking. My head is messed up and college is just making everything worse. Leaving my house with my family is hard enough, let alone leaving my house to get on 2 buses to be in college all day and then 2 buses back home. Then there is the work. I am sat in tears because I can't do it. I have a psychology report due tomorrow, yes I've had a week to do it, but every time I've sat down to do the work, I've just burst out crying because I have no idea where to even start. I also have a law essay due tomorrow which I missed a few lessons on and so don't have the notes to do the work. I'm just sick of college. I'm not even going to start on my religious studies class.

I feel so trapped. I have no idea what else I'd do other than college and so I feel like college is my only option. Other than college it'd be an apprenticeship, but I don't see myself getting out of the house every morning and going to work at this point in my life.

I'm so screwed and I'm freaking out. I don't think college is the right thing for me but I don't know what else I can do. Are there any free online course type things that would get me qualifications? I want to go to University but I don't see that happening unless I go to college. My life is so ****ed.