I get anxiety just from being here, knowing that it is temporary. My brain feels like an egg in a frying pan from the stress of living here. Logically, it isn't so bad and it's what I need. Emotionally, I have no clue what im going to do occupationally when this 8 months is over. I have no plan and that is stressing me out! I don't want to become a loser. Maybe it's too late... **** this mental illness. It's too expensive and cost me my future.