Sorry to hear that you all had a bad Valentines day. My boyfriend dumped me on Friday 13th with no real reasons to give me. I went to the hockey match I was supposed to go with him and enjoyed that his team lost so bad, haha.
Well, I'm still confronted to loneliness, right now. Valentines day is not that important to me. Also, my boyfriend let me know that he wanted me to hold him from his decision but I just told him I did not want this but I respect his decision. It was on Monday. After Valentines Day. Since then, he ignores me. My therapist told me that he avoided the V-Day because he felt bad with it. Usually, when the relationship is going good between two people, you want to spend it together and share, not being apart. So, he suggested that he avoided that day and after that, he told me he wanted me to hold him because V-Day was finally gone... Bizarre.
I did something really funny, though. I printed 2 male characters from my favorite TV show... I know! Let me explain, haha.
I can focus now on the things I am looking for into a man. I realized that I need some things and he could not provide it to me. Like communication or respect or passion.
Ahhh, love, love, love. I wish you all to find peace.
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