thank you all...........i am not in a position to go IP.....i went to work today just to see if i could take monday off and i cant even cancel some of those clients. i am booked solid all week. my insurance only covers three days and i dont see what they can do in three days. contacted my t and she is seeing me tonight and three times next week and i see pdoc too. TD is tartive dyskenesia. i feel much better today. except about my friends. not a one has texted me back yet. and two who said they would come help me today has followed thru even though i have contacted them to see if they were coming. brats.