I like the podcast more than the tedtalk video because the podcast is an interview. Anyway, I'm taking a huge leap tomorrow and going to be open with my T about some feelings towards her that I haven't expressed. I'll refer to them and she reminds me that I haven't talked about them. Oh that must have been my conversation with her in my head. Lol
I want to be more vulnerable with others. I don't want to fear abandonment because there are some great motherly women who I have pushed away and couldn't figure out why. It's like their care would hurt too much.
And most importantly I want to be more vulnerable with my t. First, how can she fully help me otherwise and second, I want to treat her the opposite of my mom since I tend to do the opposite and push her away.
Will be. So. Hard.
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