Kimmydawn--

Thank you for your words and for your encouragement. You mean alot to me. I do not know where to go from here as I am afraid to reach. But I am trying and with your encouragement I will try. It took all I had to reach and I am barely standing right now. I fear fear itself. It is giant next to this mind that is little. I do not feel myself but fragments of so many. So many eyes are watching as I dare to step out from somewhere deep inside where we have been hiding for so long. I need help and I guess that is the first step. I am very scared more so than anyone knows. But I am trying. There is so much inside but how do I say what I need so desperately to say, what has been hidden for a lifetime. I am terrified of rejection and of what lies inside. Thank you again for all you did for me today.

purplesecrets