I'm sorry you feel so hopeless. I think it's possible that traditional talk therapy may not be as helpful as you had thought. Your struggles are pretty concrete and the fact that you feel sad is understandable. Your situation may seem hopeless but it may not be as dire as you think. If you were to seek help you could look for someone that can help come up with realistic solutions and attainable goals to help you out of your current situation. A T that can help you improve social skills so you can make more friends and have a relationship could be useful to you. I realize it's not that simple and therapy itself will not eradicate your stress, it can only help you cope with it differently.