I was self diagnosed depression and anxiety pre pregnancy and during. After child birth, months post partum, I was finally diagnosed with PPD and PPA. It was bad during pregnancy. I had trouble sleeping and episodes intensified in my last trimester, worsened and continued in baby's newborn stage. Things got so bad but I fought on and seen someone. My sanity is better now but not the same as pre pregnancy, of course my life will never be the same with a baby, but my MI is getting better.

Idk if it's what you're looking for. I'm also a part of a "mom" forum which helped
Me a lot with having courage and relating to other mom's experiences