Because I was triggered I think from major Medical Trauma I can not doubt that the two who emerged were Jake and MOMMA, Jake is a happy go lucky comedian, A male flirt with almost a swagger, He imitates my dads stance, my fathers charm and white while being impish and having a blast, drinking too much flirting too much, Slapping people with Foam articles when it is funny and wise butt cracking jokes, But if it comes to cars, male clothing, and swagger when angry its all about Jake and him putting the individual who has wronged his family in their place. The event which I recall out of all my memories is my 7 year old self I woke after having an epileptic siezure in a hospital. I remember the green walls and ceiling clearly a doctors name was called clearly on the too loud intercom. The next thimg I remember is 5 Adults trying to hold me down and a sixth coming at me with a HUGE honking sized needle. I never KNEW this trauma this feeling of being so social out cast at school No family being near me and being totally alone to cope with being sick. As my parents were not near by, I never knew till a week ago that this clear memory that erradicates 98% of my childhood into black could have been my trigger. It has taken me aback to learn I wasn't JUST hiding from something I couldn't remember but that this memory was crystal clear in all our minds. Things gel again memory wise when my father informed me that my mother was working on being a very serious alcohollic and I had to buck up, take over the house cleaning and etc because she wasn't doing it. I am certain that is when MOMA popped out again. She could cope clean fix things and was very very good at it by 13 I could run a house better than my own Mother. and by 15 as loss after loss rippled through my life. My alters got a populatoin boost. I needed seemless, I NEEDED people in me who could deal with social situations and not fall apart as their feelings were hurt so my alters were born, situation, after situation. A thriving teenager for school, a momma who cooked dinner cleaned and cared for my ill brother and family. HIM/Jake who was dads best helper who could chop wood, stoke a fire, help with fixing up a house, do plumbing so so many tasks. And Tiger my sexuality a bouncey charming growing woman who was a blast. and who knew how to please a man and use my alters to charm him. and finally Child she came when I started baby sitting she played with toddlers putted cars and my little could use momma or the others to take the time to get everything done in between and not feel sad that she was enjoying living.