Nope she is not a trained professional, and she just doesn't understand that I cannot physically sleep. Today, I woke up at 5 after sleeping about an hour, cleaned my bike, walked about 3 miles, skateboarded about 5-7 miles, and went shopping, went on another walk, did my exercise routine, danced to music for about an hour, and read 50 pages of a book, and 30-40 pages of my textbook, wrote my introductory paragraph for my essay but got distracted and wasn't able to do more, and now I am still wide awake with a ton of energy. I even tired out my dog and he is used to getting 10-15 miles of biking a day. If I try to sleep, I end up staying awake and my mind just keeps on racing. My mom and I had a late night chat and she is starting to understand why I am not sleeping and need to pace my room. She is starting to realize that she can't help me the way she wants to. I am still not liking the idea of going to a hospital, but my mom and friend are now on the same page that it seems to be the best option...
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself.
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Med cocktail:
Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg
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