@Trippin2.0 : You have reduced my case to a failed high school romance. Dont belittle my suffering. I have lost too much because of my depression.If anybody is superior to me, he/she can grab my cake and eat it too. The mighty will rule. GOT IT ??? This isnt about REJECTION at all !!! The world DOES owe me good in return, if I am good to it/others. I think this is emotionally,morally & logically sound expectation.