Revenge seems like a good option at a time when you're frustrated, but it later comes back with horrible consequences that hurt you and those close to you. I know from personal experience what it feels like to lose the one you love most. The feeling that everyone around you is against you because of your love... I wanted to take revenge just like you do now. I'm glad that I decided not to take revenge. I instead decided to focus on other activities and goal instead of plotting my revenge. Revenge usually deals more damage than it brings true justice. It breaks friendships. I suggest focusing your attention away from the humiliation and pain(if you can... little steps...). It helps if you use all of your negative emotions on activities rather than people(maybe go for a jog or go hiking). It is hard at first, but with time it becomes easier to let go of the past.