Same here, I have had severe anxieties and depressions when I was younger, now only the anxieties are left.

Try counselling sessions and reading books about it. Try to find the root to your problem. Are you afraid of something that relates to the trauma? Do you feel misunderstood, lonely? It will cost you an immense power to face it but it is the only thing that could help. After 7 years with this I only started 2 years ago to actually do something about it. And I dont mean medication, I mean therapy.

Stay strong dear, everything will turn out the way YOU want it. You have the power to chose what kind of life you want to live. Never forget that.