I love my creative side and when I can clean the whole house bc I have the energy lol mania I actaully ended up taking a Benadryl last night to get to sleep it does help I like it better than my Klonopin the depressive side and angry side of me I do not like it is a scary dark place to be in glad you haven't experienced it. Bipolars are supposed to get good rest and be on schedules so I have to make myself go to sleep so the Benadryl helps a lot otherwise I would be up drawing and doing all kinds of things