Hi,

I am suffering with stage 4 cancer which was firstly discovered in my kidneys. Which started off as Pheocomocytoma slowly began to be more aggressive and after surgery my symptoms persisted.

I now have small-cell lung carcinoma - I have been told that the Pheo has actually come back, but this time on the other kidney.

However, treatment wise, I was told I would need extensive RT, CT & Surgery again. This was 2 months ago and I have not been phoned, emailed, written to, anything. Whilst writing this, the condition is getting worse. I feel like the system has just forgotten about me? And when phoning the medical team I am told "We will get back to you" I am on constant pain medicine and sedatives to put me to sleep.

What do I do now? Lay in my bed and let the inevitable happen? Let the reaper take ahold of me?