I am 21 female and have not had any friends for 10 years. I am high achieving and am scoring really highly in my degree in Economics at LSE. It is not the work that is getting me down, it is companionship. When I was at school I cared but not as much about not having any friends because I was the highest performing so I saw it as necessary to my success. Now I am at university my peers around me all have social lives and boyfriends and I so it hurts more now. I tried making friends but seem to have a perpetual block for the last 10 years. I don't think I will kill myself - a desire for success and my family and my dog are protective factors. What should I do?
I used to snort cocaine every week or so when I was 11-14. I have been clean of everything inc alcohol and cigarettes for last 7 years.
A psychiatrist noticed at a play group when I was 6 I seemed not to look at other kids and not know what to do.
Last edited by FooZe; Feb 23, 2015 at 04:18 PM.
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