I am separated from my husband. We had been together 15 years. The funny thing is, when I had my episodes and got diagnosed, he was completely supportive and amazing.

And then I got on medication and stopped doing all the crazy **** I used to do, and I think he got bored. I'm finding out that he actually likes drama in his life. And I'm going in the total opposite direction, looking for a stable man that I can share my life with.

The problem is, I can't think of one man that I would even want to go on a date with. And I'm leery of online dating sites. I guess I've come to accept that if God wants it to happen, it will happen. I'm not going to spend my life chasing after men. If it's meant to be, he'll come to me.