I'm 4'11 and my husband is 6'1, you figure.
NO WAY we can kiss normally unless he lift me up or he bend down. Really, there No way we can stand next to each others can kiss.

My husband sure do alot of intense affectionate things. Here is another example 'he wants the intense emotional connection during sex."

Here where we live have lots of lights outside at night, it won’t ever be pitch black in the bedroom. We close all the blinds but lights still shine in, so I guess it “dim light” sex for us…. Hubby wants the “Intense emotional connection’.
Whenever we have sex, he always looking at my facial expressions. Alot of kissing all over my face, lips, and neck. I tried turn my ahead to the side, then he would be kissing all over my neck. Then I know right there that I can’t avoid is ‘”Eyes” and face.

And I feel embarassed that he seeing how I feel/reacts who every little things he do during sex. He looks/stare at my facial expression while ‘getting it on’…. If I show any unfcomfortable/pain, he would be very gentle and go slower.

I heard from others people said that majority when ‘men’ have sex, they would close their eyes and concentrated on how it feels.
BUT my hubby is different. He keeps have his eyes open and stare at my facial expression the whole time, and alot of kissing. I guess he find my face beautiful even during sex?... I am learning to look straight back in his eyes and give him the emotional connection he wants. But it just hard on me.

We just have the ‘vanilla’ sex, nothing out of the ordinary sex between a male and female…. BUT he keep looking at my facial expression while getting it on, it just make me feel Weird/awkward.

I only have 1 sexual partner, that is my husband. There no other man in my life sexually, so I don’t have anyone to compared to him. Sometimes he do the things he do, and make me wonder if other men do it too.
All these is just so new to me, I need time to digest all this. We have sex many many times already, but I still feel awkward when he keep staring at my facial expressions.