So.. My boyfriend and I have been together for about 3 months. We are doing the long distance thing, we live 4 hours away from eachother. Both have full time jobs, so seeing each other is hard and only on weekends.

In the beginning I couldn't get enough of him, I was crazy about him. I didn't want to leave his place, I instantly got sad when I drove home. We met in November and he took me home to meet his parents for Christmas. Which in anyone's eyes was probably way too soon. I used to be so touchy with him, I couldn't take my hands off him. We did say the "L" word pretty soon, considering we've only been together now for 3 months. But hey, when you feel it you feel it right?

So now.. He came to visit 2 weeks ago. And I didn't even want to kiss him, or hug him. Almost like I'm bored of him. He left and that following Tuesday I decided I needed a break. I used to be a firm believer that "breaks" are stupid and if you're in a committed relationship you shouldn't feel the need for one. But here I was, wanting one. It's been one week since we spoke. He did good at not contacting me, giving me my space. Today I texted him and we talked a bit.

Now this isn't the first time this has happened to me. My last 2 relationships ended because of this same feeling. I call it the 3 month curse...
Am I afraid of commitment? Do I not love him?

I just want to know what's wrong with me..