Hixxx Blackrosesxxx,
I know how you feel,it overtakes us sometimes that feeling of not wanting to be here,
it won't last, it is just a wave we have to ride it and wait for it to pass and hope it won't last too long or be too high.I guess we can only hold you tight and tell you we will help you through it and we know how hard it is.Hold on, it will pass and things will get better.
Hugs
Marylinx