Sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry. My daughter came home from the party. She has tons of fun which is good. But my kids wanted a bed time snack. I had such a hard time making it. I held the tears back. My daughter asked what we had for supper, she was at the party. I told her that they went to Denny's. She said what did u have. I said I didnt feel well, that I stayed home. She just went, ohhh. I said that the flu is going around and its hard to get rid of. She said, ya. Both my kids have a cold and my son never fully recovered from the chicken p. The spots are gone but he still feels a little rough. He's not sleeping well and gets so many headaches/migraines. Wating for the appointment date to see a specialist. Hoping soon. Poor kid, wish I could take it for him. Damn is what I say. Just not fair.
Anyway, its easier for them to accept that I am not eating right now because flu bug going around. I feel so guilty lying. They are just too young for me to say; "I have an eating disorder." Just hate this deception. Its not right, they derserve better than what I give them.

justy