work was ok. i got to leave at 7. plus the new schedule was out a day early!!!! usually it's LATE!!! i see T tomorrow and the nurse practitioner. im scared to be honest with the nurse practitioner abt my paranoia. i dont want her saying that i have to go back on the shot... i dont think T wants that . i think T understands that this is a transition period and its gonna be a little rocky. last night went ok overall. there were some things going on in my brain but i managed. tonight i feel pretty good but i am taking a prn just in case. also im off til friday !!! so 3 days off! but on friday i have a 7am shift i hate those shifts!!! oh well. i didnt feel depressed today so im marking it down as a good day.