My sponsor and I have worked it out. She understands now about how bad my PTSD is because I told her some pretty bad stuff about my childhood, memories that had been triggered by Step 4. We're going back through Step 1-3 again and will finish Step 4 later. She's not suggesting the above-mentioned things anymore.

I just applied for disability. This will give me time to heal so I can go back into the world and be a functioning member of society again, without the added stress of financial problems.

I'm glad I expressed my issues to her and we worked it out. The old me would have just stopped talking to her and stopped going to AA altogether.