Not only am I bipolar I am unloved. I just started to be up again and made dinner for my husband cleaned up the kitchen and such and asked him how his day was he said it sucked and basically that was it.. He never asks me how my day was he doesn't kiss me hug me tell me I'm pretty he doesn't do much around the house or even just complement me or tell me how he's missed me today.. I thought this was just the normal way a man treats a woman everyday but it's not. My brother in law is here now with his girlfriend and they are always holding hands kissing each other being nice to each other and even my friend and her husband are that way he kisses her after being away from her all day and he doesn't talk mean to her.. My husband just takes a pill and goes to bed no goodnight I love you kiss... No I missed you today how was your day it's like I don't exist I keep hoping and wishing praying he would notice me again or something or act like he loves me but he doesn't. He never wants to take pictures together it's weird its like were not even a couple it's like we're not even friends anymore when did it get like this ? Is it bc I'm bipolar is it bc we have a kid and he works and is stressed like I feel so worthless and unloved unappreciated he never says why don't you go out and get your nails done or anything all I do is stay at home. I just miss having my best friend having someone love me saying I love you kissing my foreword telling me I'm pretty wanting to sleep in the same bed as me I mean he is my husband.. I'm just sad I guess even though I'm not technically "alone" I feel all alone.. Oh well