I Can relate to that Sometimes my paranoid schizophrenia puts me in a dark mood especially when the voices are cruel so I get so depressed I don't clean up after myself and the house becomes a junk heap and when I come home to it, it makes me more depressed and just want to sleep and not look at it but then once I clean it, I feel so much better over all and I stop feeling like I am a disgusting pig for leaving my house in such shape. also Hi the name's Ginger, I have never posted in this forum before that I remember? but I may have.