I had very strong feeling that my dx was wrong so I confronted my pdoc last month and he jumped down my throat "your bp1 and I would stake my license on it ". Like you a gut kick , this month he was nicer but still sure of his dx, just the change in his demeaner made it easier to accept, I am giving up my hope of false dx, too early to see if this is good or bad . I hope you get to a good place.